Introduction (pt.1) Thanks a lot, Jubi LOL.
✗✗ manrii.
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☂ likes.
→ Art. I absolutely love it. I write and sing and draw, and I do all of them pretty well from what I’m always told. I can’t imagine a life without art, honestly; it’d be hell. Creative expression is what makes the world wonderful to me.
→ Anime & Manga. This makes up about 98% of the things I talk about. I get so into it that it’s almost unnatural; I get to the point where I don’t even register real life. I’m not very… good at curbing my obsessions. My favorite of the moment is always changing, too, so yeah. Right now, at the moment, One Piece is my huge fandom. After that would be KHR!, Fairy Tail and DRRR!!.
→ My friends. They’re so ridiculously important to me. I love my friends with my entire heart (corny ugh), and I would do anything for them. I wouldn’t be here or the person I am without them today. Even friends I don’t know very well or friends I can’t stand… I still love them and want them to have the best lives possible.
→ My family. Sadly… this wasn’t always true. I used to deeply resent my parents because we used to always butt heads. But lately I’ve come to realize exactly how much my family means to me and how much I love them. My brother is amazing and my mom is so funny and cool and my sister is a (brat) gorgeous girl, and even my step-dad is more tolerable. I really love them and they’ve always supported my pursuit of the arts.
→ Voice actors. God damn you guys I love the voice actors almost as much as the freaking series. I can keep track of voice actors and can list several series that ones I know have been in, who they play… when I went to the convention this year, I didn’t even need to look at the info book to know who everyone was. I’m more a fan of seiyuu than voice actors, though. And I just. Omg love. I want to be a voice actress, so I’ve become really really appreciative of them.
→ Jokes. I loooove telling jokes. I love making people laugh and smile and I love laughing too. So oftentimes I’ll be funny with people just to see them smile.
→ My school. I adore Idyllwild Arts Academy. I really, really do. It’s a wonderful school with wonderful, fun people and amazing classes and a gorgeous campus.
→ My dogs. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. I could talk about them forever. I swear.
→ Internet. Gotta agree with Jubi on this. Internets are my life. OTL As sad as that is. I love them.
→ Music. I’m always listening to something. I feel uncomfortable if I’m not.
→ Video games. I’m not amazing at them but I love them. I haven’t played too many either, but I want to play a lot more.
→ Disney. Ahahahah… yeah. I’m a Disney kid. I always have been, always will be.
→ Hero Burger & Tibarn the Manly & Walker. My laptop and my iPod and my cell phone, respectively. I love all three of them. Hero Burger has this mischievous personality and he likes to play songs that are either very sarcastic or eerily fitting to the moment. He also likes to sleep, apparently. Tibarn is my best friend, pretty much. While he can be a sarcastic little bitch, whenever I’m upset he just seems to know what to play. He’s been with me a long time and he’s gone through a lot (I’m sorry, Tibarn!) but he’s still here. And then Walker… LOL Walker. He’s so… bitchy. HAHAHAH. I can’t think of anything else. But he’s aesthetically pleasing. -pats him-
→ Food. I love it, but I don’t think there are too many people who don’t…
→ Surfing Photobucket. I go on there and look at pictures all the damn time. xD; It’s ridiculous. I have waaaay too many pictures.
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☂ dislikes.
→ Stupid people. This might seem kind of bitchy, but I do. I really really hate stupid people. I’m not even going to defend myself, I just do.
→ Rude people. It’s so disrespectful it makes me want to punch all their teeth in. Swear to god. And people who go “BUT THEY WERE RUDE FIRST” piss me off more. It’s just… augh. I was raised to be polite, so when people act like shit heads, I can’t stand it.
→ Drugs. I don’t think I need to explain this. I hate drugs. I always have, and I probably always will.
→ Alcohol. My mom was an alcoholic. She got over it and I love her, but I still hate the substance. It’s pointless and disgusting.
→ Elitists. Shut the fuck up, seriously. Not only are you probably nowhere near as cool as you fucking thing you are, you make everyone around you want to punch your fucking face into the sun. I can’t even-augh.
→ Being bored. I agree with Jubi. It’s terrible.
→ Kiss-asses. This is sort of along with the elitists thing. I hate people who kiss up to them and fuel their fucked up delusions. I really can’t stand it, and while I know there’s no point arguing with them-either of them-I always have to hold myself back from doing so.
→ Feminism/misogyny. I only mildly dislike the former because of bad experiences I’ve had with feminists, but I hate misogyny. Seriously, who the fuck do you think you are, telling me that because I have tits and a vagina, I’m inferior? Excuse me for being a woman, then! I mean, sure, men are proven to be, generally, physically stronger, but women are generally proven to be smarter. So shut the fuck up.
→ Myself. That sounds really emo but yeah… I really don’t like myself. I’m insecure and prone to be easily angered and annoyed. I’m stubborn and I’m bitchy and I’m blunt to the point of meanness sometimes and I’m fairly apathetic. I’m so two-faced that I can’t stand it.
→ Organized religion. It’s not so much that I dislike it, but it kind of… frightens me. I dunno. It’s always felt so cultish to me, it kind of freaks me out. I’m sorry. OTL
→ Obama haters. Maybe this is just me being an Obama lover… but holy shit people, come on. This man came in to office to something horrible, and he’s not going to be able to MAGICALLY FIX EVERYTHING like you all seem to have wanted him to! Charismatic and charming as he is, god damn, he’s a human being and he’s not perfect! Even my mom is always bitching about him and it really pisses me off.
→ People who can’t accept things. This is a huge deal for me, too. Things like homosexuality, like immigrants and just general progress. Shut up. No matter how much you whine and complain, this country was based on progress and always will be. The world is always going to progress and grow to accept things even if you don’t. No one likes you. Go home.
→ Bad writing. Maybe this is shallow, but if you obviously can’t write… ugh. Here’s the thing. I don’t mind if you’re learning. If you’re learning, good for you, I’ll give you helpful criticism. What I can’t stand are people who can’t TAKE criticism and always claim you’re wrong and never learn. I guess people who are like that in general with art are like that for me. I mean, I’m not an amazing writer, but come on, people. What’s the point of writing if not to improve?
→ Complaining. I’m sorry, I know it’s human, but I hate when I do it and I don’t like when others do it unless they really deserve to. Like, for example-our cafeteria isn’t OMG AMAZING but it’s awesome compared to normal schools. People still bitch and complain about it all the damn time. It really makes me mad. It’s so disrespectful; those people back there work really hard to provide us with three meals-for about 300 people-and actually try to make everything really good for us. That’s an example of complaining.
→ Way too much. Seriously… I don’t like a lot of stuff. Seafood, snakes, sharks, dying, pain… I could keep going, but I’m not very interesting, and thinking about things I don’t like is kind of making me irritable. So I’m going to keep going.
THIS IS JUST PART ONE OKAY AND. YEAH.
WHY AM I STILL AWAKE.
I BLAME JUBI.
noi'mkiddingilu. But. I'm going to post.. other parts.. later. Yeah.
I wish I could pass out but I need to get up for breakfast check-in in an hour or so LOL. God damn.
Also woo, I didn't directly copy Jubi's lay out and it matches my new journal.
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I DON'T FEEL LIKE I'M MAKING SENSE ANYMORE... SO... GOOD NIGHT.