This show blows.......on
Don't get me wrong folks. I just saw All The Livelong Day. I
liked it. It was a fun show. I guess it's just things have been not so
great for me. I feel like I need more attention except I don't know I
guess it's just my personality seems more different than everybody
else. I think everybody else cares about what you look like and ta lot
of people judge upon Grant. Like, for people who don't know Grant they
look at his eyeliner and think that this guy is even queer or he's just
a Goth kid........who happends to be queer. But of course, I know Grant
and I don't think he fits these stereotypes.......entirely. LOL Im just
kidding but seriously I sometimes find myself by myself because people
judge upon what I look like. I think some people look at em and say
look at that weird looking kid. He looks retarted. Now, I may be many
things to many diffrent people. I don't have just one personality. But,
I think we can all agree that I'm definately not retarted. Now, don't
get me wrong, I will never ever use retarted in a bad context. I will
always respect them because they are the people who really know what it
means to enjoy life. I think if anything we are the ones who should be
learning from them. But, what Im trying to say is that I think
sometimes I scare people away because I am who I am. I can't wave a
magic wand and just disappear or become something more towards your
liking. Now, I know it's a long journey ahead but I'd like to do it
together and not alone. For those of you that care, I hope that's not
too much to ask.