Jan 19, 2005 18:36
k well so first hi, and welcome to the many thoughts in ians head. this session was brought to you by livejournal. wow that was so corny im going to leave it up just so when i look at it again ill hang my head in shame. anyway i havent updated in a while because i really dont know how i feel.im at a point where all the stuff ive kept bottled inside of me is coming out just to bite me in the ass
what do i feel exactly? im glad you asked. what a good question........so good i cant find the answer. i feel angry. theres probably a crap load of reasons
why. so many i cant pick out one.i feel a little hurt as well. hell idky.you ever felt like theres this huge whole in ur heart and you y? well thats how i feel.i feel like ive been dumped. wtf? im insane.im also extremely jealous. like i never considered myself a hater until right now.especially in one paticular situation. that one case just bugs the fuckin shit out of me.
but im ian. what am i going to do?nothing. im not going to do a damn thing. im going to keep it all bottled up like i always do. cause thats where i wished i woulda kept it all along
*reads what he wrote*
the hell!?! i love how i want people to help me out when i express myself in all of these damn riddles!? well whatever there it is like it or not
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