a/n: late update is late. I'm so sorry for being so slow in updating since school works are killing me x_x But at least I got what I want from my parents and that is money for SS3 tickets! :) I'm so happy right now about that so I decided to write. Warning for there might be confusion and grammatical errors. Comments are always loved ♥ And btw, just ask if you want a spot or feel free to add me up here on lj :)
'So Martin Luther initiated the reformation movement in the early 16th century...' the teacher keeps on discussing the topic for today but I don't give a damn. I've been all fidgety since I've seen Jonghyun aka my previous childhood friend transferred here at school. The memories that we've shared on the past now disturbs my whole being. Is he out to take revenge on me? Is he going to take me down? What can I do to apologize to him? I was so lost in my thoughts that I failed to see that my classmate in front of me was handing me a note.
'Psssst Key, a note for you. Might want to grab it because my arm is aching already.' I immediately grab the note from his grasp and opened the folded note for me. The note contained the following message:
Meet me at our usual hang out place later at lunch. I'll be waiting.
-Jonghyun
As I read the letter, I could feel somebody throwing deadly stares at me. I tried to find who the assaulter was but I failed since everyone was intently focusing on the topic the teacher was discussing. That's weird. I thought. Nobody can endure those long lectures except for Jinki. I eyed Jinki in my peripheral vision and I could see that he was still concentrating on scribbling down the important details on our teacher's discussion. I couldn't help but to marvel on his perfection; his eyes that turn into cresents whenever he smiles, his luscious lips that reveals a set of pearl while teeth whenever he smiles, his biceps that bulge whenever he writes something on his notebook, his back that remains straight whatever his position may be, his chiseled nose, his flawless skin... Gah it only reminds me on how godly my enemy is. It makes me want to be the first to defeat him, making me more excited whenever I imagine him begging on his knees for my forgiveness. I was lost in thought that I paid no attention to the teacher until I heard him say this:
'Class get a piece of paper now. We'll have a quiz!' he says cheerfully.
I slumped on my desk upon hearing this. I didn't even listen to one single thing he was blabbering a while ago.
Fuck this day!
_~**~_
It was the already lunch time and the students were scurrying to reach the cafeteria first but I am here on the rooftop right now, dwelling on the cool breeze that was caressing my flawless skin. I didn't noticed that a pair of arms encircled my waist. I spun my head towards the person hugging me, only to find Jonghyun intensely staring through my eyes, like he was decoding some complex code. I broke the hug and walked away, awkward silence enveloped the whole rooftop. He was the first one to break the silence.
'Kibum, I missed you.' his words were like daggers piercing in my heart, making the old wounds bleed again. I don't deserve him anymore. I turned my head towards him so I could talk to him properly
'Don't miss me, Jjong. I don't deserve your attention anymore. I was the one who broke this...friendship. Please don't...make it harder for me.' tears were brimming in my eyes already, the thoughts of what has happened between me and him continues to haunt my conscience. He proceeded in front of me and gave me a hug, just like the hug from the first time we have met. I let the tears cascade in my cheeks. He soon broke the hug and wiped the tears in my cheeks.
'Don't worry Kibum, I've already moved on about that incident. The reason why I transferred here is I want to start anew with you Key.' I was happy that he wanted to be friends with me but my conscience tells me not to because I might repeat the same mistakes again. He seems to have sensed my reluctance for he spoke out again.
'Don't let the past take over you Key. Please let's be friends again.' I stared at Jonghyun's face and I could tell that he was sincere in everything that he has said. He was right; I need to leave everything in the past behind. Without any permission from him, I encircled my arms around his waist, startling him in the process, and gave him a tight embrace.
'Thank you Jjong for being my friend again.' he reciprocated my hug, symbolizing the new friendship between us.
Little did I know that it was the start of a great storm in my life.
_~**~_
'O shit I'm late already!' I quickened my pace towards the classroom. I forgot to notice that it was already bell since I was busy chatting with Jjong. I missed talking to him. Suddenly a pair of hands grab my arm and trapped me on a wall below the staircase (it's dark in there). Fuck who was that? I tried to punch him but he pinned my hands to the wall making me unable to move.
'Who are you? You fucking bastard! Show your face!' I'm really pissed off towards this guy. Who do you think you're pinning on the wall. I'm the almighty Kibum for God sake. I thought.
'Why did you ditch me at our meeting this lunch?' the statement sent shivers down to my spine. Why did I forget my appointment with Jinki? He seems to be genuinely angry at me right now since he wouldn't dare to ditch classes just to hunt me down. Even with the darkness enveloping us, I could feel the deadly glare he's giving me right now.
'Didn't I tell you the consequences if you ditch me? Well you need to be punished.' I was expecting a hard punch on my cheeks, but I felt something warm and soft on my lips. Then realization sets in me; Jinki is kissing me. He ravished my lips with his own, forcing his tongue inside my mouth. I tried to push him away but I failed since he is stronger. My knees felt weak and my eyes were brimming with tears as he continued to kiss my lips harshly. Soon he pulled away and said something.
'Try to ditch me again Kim Kibum and you'll face the consequences.' with that he left me while I'm still at shock on what has happen. I felt a tear espacing my eyes as I slumped down on the floor.
I'm once again defeated by Jinki.
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