Jan 24, 2011 13:32
[It's been a long, awful weekend. And it doesn't matter to Hanna that it's over, because people he's cared about have died, and it's his fault. He gave Lucifer the chance to get out...
...so it really is all his fault. Sam is dead and it's his fault.
So, that's why Hanna is trying to get drunk right now. But he can't, probably due to his own internal injuries sustained during the fight against Lucifer. So, he's just got his head in his hands, slumped over at the bar, his drink untouched.
He'll probably do something very stupid and irrational very soon.]
...can't believe I...dammit, Hanna...see, this is why you can't have friends. Horrible things happen to them.
Can't even get drunk properly anymore...stupid punctured lung...stupid, stupid Hanna...
i'm a killer,
death is everywhere,
fail,
dean,
self loathing,
sorrow,
grief,
plot,
sam,
lucifer,
drinks,
miserable hanna,
hate my life,
post plot,
misery