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[mannysluggerd]

who decided the "right" way to live life ? who's idea was it to create a routine of school for 12 years, moving to college, and getting that perfect job. making a family and settling down. who wrote these rules. what difference does that math homework have. what is the point of repetition. do any of us really matter ? if you think about it, what difference would it really make if you were gone. are there only a few people who make an impact ? why don't we goto school to enhance our minds, not to gain useless knowledge. what is the purpose of organized religion? if you have faith, why does sitting in a room listening to someone tell you how unworthy and sinful you are prove your beliefs. how does prayer fix anything. how do you do that ? why can't we just live and be loved. who created the complications of our lives, abuse. why do people change their minds. does it really matter ? why is this a competition. why do you LIE. how can you do that to someone ? who started these hypocritical points of view. where are the answers ? why the HELL can't i make myself do anything anymore. where did my motivation go ?
i did it again .
i can't do this again .
i CANNOT do this AGAIN .

stop, please.

EDIT 10:25PM
iloveyou.
andi'msorry.
youpeople=fuckingamazing.