some things you just can't forgive

[manny_bee]

why do people feel the need to lie to spare someone else's feelings? why can't they just tell you the honest to god truth instead of telling you one thing and then another three days later. i've almost completely run out of trust. he hurt me. i hate that line, "I'm not like others guys" that's the most fucked up thing anyone could ever say. and he was right, because most guys wouldn't text you shit like that they'd tell you straight out. he didn't even have the balls to tell me anything, i'd call him a pussy but that's just insulting to vaginas. one day on the phone he's like i really wanna hold you and see you i missed you and blah blah fucking blah blah but it's just a load of shit. he texts you after, "I think i love you" and then you don't hear from him for days and it really makes you think. so you send him a message 3 days later because he won't answer your phone calls or texts, "are you too busy to talk to me or do you just not want to talk" and finally he comes out with his gay ass message, "I dunno maybe both im with my girlfriend" and you're left thinking, "wtf, mate?" and you fucking asked him if he was seeing anyone and he said no. guys suck. all of them. Bryan's a mother fucker and when i see him at church i'm going to slap him in his smooth-talking-lying-bastardly-adorable-jailbait face!

i think i just really need to fool around...cyber sex is fun and all, but...i need something physical...maybe kyky will visit before july...? mmmmmm my sailor is so fucking sexy