Sep 24, 2005 16:21
there must be meaning in life. we can't all just be here. just wandering around with no purpose. look at life. how could something so intricate just happen? there must be something after we die, some reason behind all this pain and anguish that we go through when we're alive. what do you think kept me from killing myself everytime i thought about suicide? (and yes, i used to think about it ALOT..almost on a daily basis) i know there has to be a reason why all this shit we go through is worth it. i wouldn't be here if i didn't believe that. i respect people's beliefs, but how do you think we're all just here? maybe religion is just a comfort mechanism, but it's one hell of a lot better than believing that there's no one out there who really cares about what happens to us. i like knowing that there is a plan for my life. that i wasn't just put here to die. how can you even live one day thinking that? it's painfully obvious that there is something bigger than anyone can imagion out there. there has to be a higher power. there must be. there is not one person on earth who is exactly the same as anyone else. that in itself is proof. what's comforting in believing that you're here to die? what the fuck is the point in living if it's just to die? there must be reason, there must be meaning. facts and figures, experements and hypothesies, can never convince me that there isn't some other being out there who made a plan for my life. i have no real evidence, but just looking around i simply feel that i'm not alone. that's all i need.