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drove down at 3.
went hiking in the woods.
went to a faux oktoberfest at bear mountain.
you kept saying you were cold.
i put my arms around you to try and keep you warm.
you said "finally"
had some beer.
decided to leave because it was cold.
went back to her house.
got dressed up.
took my costume back off.
went to skull island screampark.
you grabbed my hand as we walked through all the haunted mazes and such.
you were stuck to my side and it felt wonderful.
when we were leaving and walking side by side, i attempted to hold your hand and you pulled away and said "noooooo" in the voice of a 3 yr old.
we got food at a diner.
then went back to your place.
watched planet terror again.
then everyone was leavign/falling asleep.
you told me you were gonna go to bed.
i walked downstairs with you.
i wish you invited me to spend the night and just leave early in the morning for work.
we hugged goodbye.
i thanked you for inviting me along.
i drove back at 12 midnight.
we'll never be.
i need to just get over it.
on a side note.
noone called me all day.
i guess i can look forward to that when i move.
out of sight out of mind.
i wont feel missed.
so dont bother.
i love this time of the year.
but i always manage to feel like a complete pile of shit every time it comes around.
the 3 coolest people who worked at the halloween store with me got fired.
its gonna suck working there now. and not being able to dick off with them.
the title for my gti is gonna take 6 or so weeks because its out of state.
all of my shoes are ruined. i dont have one decent pair of shoes.
i dont feel safe in my own car.
my ipod dies easily.
my finger healed wrong.
my room is always cold and my pillow and blankets feel damp when i go to sleep. as if someone threw water on them earlier in the day. or peed on them.
my seat got moved at work because the other kid talks too much so now he has to sit on the end. im furiated.
professional wrestling isnt the same.
i dont have cable at all anymore.
my xbox is practically living at jared and jesse's.
im never home.
my parents are fighting alot more. im on my dad's side.
i have noone to talk to. everyone is too busy to sit down and talk about life anymore.
i dont really have a best friend anymore.
whenever i see my closest friends we hug for long periods of time because it's been that long since we've seen each other.
i need a JAGG dance party ASAP. (jess adam gina gill) DUH.
went hiking in the woods.
went to a faux oktoberfest at bear mountain.
you kept saying you were cold.
i put my arms around you to try and keep you warm.
you said "finally"
had some beer.
decided to leave because it was cold.
went back to her house.
got dressed up.
took my costume back off.
went to skull island screampark.
you grabbed my hand as we walked through all the haunted mazes and such.
you were stuck to my side and it felt wonderful.
when we were leaving and walking side by side, i attempted to hold your hand and you pulled away and said "noooooo" in the voice of a 3 yr old.
we got food at a diner.
then went back to your place.
watched planet terror again.
then everyone was leavign/falling asleep.
you told me you were gonna go to bed.
i walked downstairs with you.
i wish you invited me to spend the night and just leave early in the morning for work.
we hugged goodbye.
i thanked you for inviting me along.
i drove back at 12 midnight.
we'll never be.
i need to just get over it.
on a side note.
noone called me all day.
i guess i can look forward to that when i move.
out of sight out of mind.
i wont feel missed.
so dont bother.
i love this time of the year.
but i always manage to feel like a complete pile of shit every time it comes around.
the 3 coolest people who worked at the halloween store with me got fired.
its gonna suck working there now. and not being able to dick off with them.
the title for my gti is gonna take 6 or so weeks because its out of state.
all of my shoes are ruined. i dont have one decent pair of shoes.
i dont feel safe in my own car.
my ipod dies easily.
my finger healed wrong.
my room is always cold and my pillow and blankets feel damp when i go to sleep. as if someone threw water on them earlier in the day. or peed on them.
my seat got moved at work because the other kid talks too much so now he has to sit on the end. im furiated.
professional wrestling isnt the same.
i dont have cable at all anymore.
my xbox is practically living at jared and jesse's.
im never home.
my parents are fighting alot more. im on my dad's side.
i have noone to talk to. everyone is too busy to sit down and talk about life anymore.
i dont really have a best friend anymore.
whenever i see my closest friends we hug for long periods of time because it's been that long since we've seen each other.
i need a JAGG dance party ASAP. (jess adam gina gill) DUH.