Aug 30, 2005 21:32
Today never seemed like the last day of summer til about a few hours ago....however i did realize while i was doing the normal things i did during the summer (which never shows up until august)..i did realize that it would be the last time for a while i would be able to do some of these things like watch Becker at 12:00....or jump in the pool at 10 in the morning....now its going to be..barely keep my eyes open during 1st hour....and near the end of the year its going to be falling asleep at 3-4 in the afternoon and waking up at 5 or 6:00....hopefully not this year though
I think i changed over the summer....proably in the little things about myself only i would notice....but either way..i feel different. I do have some sense of not totaly caring about what others are thinking of me...stuff like taht...and that im washing my own clothes now (better late than never :P) so my clothes make it to the dresser because i did the wash...so they don't sit at the top of the basement stepps and i just grab whats in there and wear the same shirt like every 4 days. I have notices i have a HELL of a lot more shirts than i know waht to do wiht....if i could just get the feeling of not wanting to wear a some of my shirts...it think i could easily go 3 weeks with out wearing a shirt twice...excepit i like some shirts mroe than others so it doens't always happen
I heard this song at the beginnning of the summer and made myself not listen to it (even though i like it) until now...espically at the end of today....it seemed to fit even more this year than in years past
So Long Sweet Summer - Dashboard Confessionals
so long sweet summer
(so long sweet summer)
i stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
so long sweet slumber
(so long sweet slumber)
i fell into you, now you're gracefully falling away
But...I have decided to be excited for school to start....if i get in the mindset now that i don't want to go to school and that it sucks or blows or what ever....im going to be like taht all year......get over it people we only have 2 years left (some like my cousin have 4) and its going to go by faster than you think....so embrace the fact that you are going to spend 6 hours a day with your friends.....
(kind of lost my train of thought in mid-sentence :P i hate when that happenes)
hey thanks, thanks for that summer
it's cold where you're going
i hope that your hearts always warm
(hope that your hearts always warm)
i gave you the best, i gave you the best that i had
(gave the best i had)
passed down the letters and passed down the best that i had
(passed the best i had)
so long sweet summer
(so long sweet summer)
i stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
so long sweet slumber
(so long sweet slumber)
i fell into you, now you're gracefully falling away
i hate the winter in lexington
i hate the winter in lexington
lexington, lexington, lexington