Aug 22, 2005 03:41
Ok I finally started my paper....at 3 in the morning. It's going ok, I have about 190 words done. I just keep telling myself not to care what its about or if its something stupid, but just to go with it. I think that has helped me write it, in a way. I feel less stupid saying certain things that I am pretty sure only my teacher is going to read. I hate when a bunch of people know what I wrote. Mainly cuz Im worried that they would think it was stupid. I care a lil too much on what other people think of me in terms of my writeing. If I didn't care so much I don't think i would have as much trouble writeing something. I tend to get writers block becasue I throw out something that was perfectly good and all but to me it wasn't good enough to not be thought as good by the public. IDK....im just glad that I have a start on it....but its getting late so i decided to stop..for today