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I can't believe I actually got one of these. I swore to myself I wouldn't put down thoughts into a thing like this. But, hey. It could be fun ... useful ... interesting. Right?
Right now I've finally hit a point in my life where I'm happy. Really and truly happy. I've disregared my past mistakes. I don't dwell on all the relationships gone wrong and my Dad anymore. I don't dwell on the things I've done wrong or the people I've hurt. I've moved on from that. Right now it's rock and roll baby. I'm living my dream! I used to be the kid who locked himself in his blackroom to hide from his Dad for hours and hours developing pictures. I turned into the rocker that two timed two wonderful girls. Now, I've found my place as the rockstar living his dream far away from his home. I can't say I don't miss photography or my home, because gosh, I miss it so much. There are days where I do sit around taking pictures.
Back to my home. I call Joey and Ang everyday because I do miss them a lot. I miss everyone, really. I hope everyone's great. Hopefully this livejournal will keep me closer to everyone. I miss goulash a lot too and the yummy way Joey made it. I've found a diner down the street that makes it almost as well as Joey.
I've kept my bipolar disorder in check. No one knows about it except Ellie, Ash, and some of my family. I'd like to keep it that way. I don't want people knowing me as 'crazy Craig.' That word alone makes me shudder. I'm working on that too.
I'm trying to figure a good time to come and visit home. I need to pay a much need visit. I miss my friends and family too much. How are all you guys doing at home?
I'm done babbling now. Friends Only.
