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the past three days have been decent, FINALLY! i'll just do short recaps... because i'm quite the lazy one.
monday-
+1/2c. spaghetti squash w/ 1/2 c. sauce (60cals)
+1 spinach & carrot salad (30cals)
+1/2c. boiled broccoli (45cals)
+tons of tea w/ light soy (50cals)
((TOTAL)) - 185cals
tuesday-
+1/2c. pumpkin (40cals)
+1c. light soy (50cals)
+1 piece light wheat bread (35cals)
+1/2c. spaghetti squash w/ 1/4c. sauce (45cals)
+tea
((TOTAL)) - 170cals
wednesday-
+tea w/ light soy (25cals)
+tea w/ non-dairy creamer (20cals)
+1 small side salad (30cals)
+a few bites broccoli and cheese (75cals)
+a few bites canned peaches (25cals)
((TOTAL)) - 175cals
i was so pissed that i had to eat on wednesday. i didn't have a single bite of anything until six o'clock, because my mom took us to wendy's ;[ it sucked, but i only had a tiny salad & water. thennn, my boyfriend surprises me with DINNER! he NEVER makes me food. broccoli and cheese, and peaches. i felt soo terrible hardly eating any of it, but even worse that i had to. it really, really sucked. 3/4's of it is still in the fridge...
today-
+tea w/ light soy (25cals)
+1/4c. pumpkin (20cals)
+1 piece light wheat bread (35cals)
i know i'm going to have to eat more today, because my mom's picking me up and we're going to watch my sister cheer at the basketball game, in about 30 minutes. she'll ask if we're hungry if i don't have something with me, and i don't want to end up going to wendy's again. you never really know what that crap is, even if it is just "salad". and the dressing, holy crap. ONE PACKAGE of vinegarette contains more calories, than i've had per day this week that's disgusting. so i used one drop of it, and pepper, haha. gross.
oh and crap. i weighed this morning. i'm upset that i did because i wanted to wait until i thought i was at 100... i'm at 105. that's freaking stupid. i'm absolutely going to reach 100 by the 15th or i'm not even considering going to the mewithoutYou concert that night. i have no urge to consume anything, at, all. going to go work out a bit before i have to leave for youth group.
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