coffee and cigarettes
It's like 7 o' clock and I haven't been able to sleep yet. This shit has got to stop. I can't wait to get back up to bloomington, this town has stolen enough of my soul and in the past 2 weeks it's tried to steal more. When I'm here there's only one thing on my mind, drink. Drink,sleep,eat drink some more, and then sleep. It's the same thing everyday. That's reason that I got out of here. I knew that if I stayed here any longer that I would accomplish nothing with my life and be that old man talking about the way things could of been. It's depressing.
In the past year here I've ruined so much of life. I've dropped out of high school, fell out with both of my parents ( though as of now everything is fine ), ruined it with one of the GREATEST girls that I've ever met, and then smoked and drank so much that I fooled myself into believing that everything was okay.
In bloomington I do drink, but not nearly as much. I moved up there to get my life in order, and since I've left I've been happier than I have in a while. It's all a matter of priorities, I've finally put mine in place, and it feels good.
And by the way, happy new years eve.
In the past year here I've ruined so much of life. I've dropped out of high school, fell out with both of my parents ( though as of now everything is fine ), ruined it with one of the GREATEST girls that I've ever met, and then smoked and drank so much that I fooled myself into believing that everything was okay.
In bloomington I do drink, but not nearly as much. I moved up there to get my life in order, and since I've left I've been happier than I have in a while. It's all a matter of priorities, I've finally put mine in place, and it feels good.
And by the way, happy new years eve.