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[mannequinman]

Man, here lately the urge for a drink is about to kill me. I just want to go drown myself in a river of vodka and not wake up untill I'm goddamn ready to do so. I truthfully just don't have anything to look forward to waking up to. I work a shitty job and sleep. The only thing that would comfort me before was drinking, and I'm about an inch away from diving head first into alcoholism again.
Other than that things have been quite the same.
If any of you get the chance download the song cubicles by my chemical romance. It's off their first cd, fuck it, just go buy it. It's amazing.