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Let me just start out by saying that this is going to be a long entry. I have a lot that I would like to get off my chest. I've been doing a lot of thinking here lately, and I've come to a conclusion, I am a ghost. A ghost that people can clearly see but just act like they can't. I've also come to the conclusion that I need to quit drinking. It's gotten to the point where if I don't have at least one or two drinks a day I feel sick. The next think I'd like to talk about are girls. I know that I've run this subject into the ground many drunken nights when I had access to a computer, but it's something I never quit thinking about. Everyday my heart breaks just a little bit more. To see the girl that you would give it all to everyday and realize that it could never happen between the two of you isn't a good thing to think about at 8 in the morning. Maybe I need to start being an asshole. It seems that every asshole in the world has a girlfriend. Whenever I'm nice to women they just want to be my friend. Nice guys finish last, and that's the truth. There's no way around it.