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I remember when going to ska shows used to really bother me.
I remember when someone even mentioned ska, it used to make my insides squirm.
Especially if it had something to do with Rory.
I haven't talked to him in a while.
I wonder how he's doing?
His dad and sister come through my line sometimes in Wegmans, but I don't ask about him.
I kind of miss him.
I got to a point one day when I didn't think about him at all.
Thoughts about him didn't make me sad, I could read his letters to me without crying.
I could even go to a ska show and enjoy myself, even if he was there.
I miss being a freshman sometimes.
I wonder sometimes how it would be if Rory and I dated now.
I wonder if he really was my first love.
It seems unreal that we dated in the first place.
When I think about the memories, they seem more like daydreams.
Maybe we're just not meant to be together.
I remember when someone even mentioned ska, it used to make my insides squirm.
Especially if it had something to do with Rory.
I haven't talked to him in a while.
I wonder how he's doing?
His dad and sister come through my line sometimes in Wegmans, but I don't ask about him.
I kind of miss him.
I got to a point one day when I didn't think about him at all.
Thoughts about him didn't make me sad, I could read his letters to me without crying.
I could even go to a ska show and enjoy myself, even if he was there.
I miss being a freshman sometimes.
I wonder sometimes how it would be if Rory and I dated now.
I wonder if he really was my first love.
It seems unreal that we dated in the first place.
When I think about the memories, they seem more like daydreams.
Maybe we're just not meant to be together.