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I'm tired. I do care about Lizz, but I want kt to leave me alone. Dan, or Rick would tell me if Lizz wanted me around, and Lizz knows she can contact me whenever she wants.
as an explanation kt called both my cell and my house to tell me Lizz was in the hospital agian. I had a minor coniption while staring at the phone trying to figure out what to do... so... I don't answer and let it go to voice mail. She leaves a message that Lizz is in the hospital. I am upset and worried at first hoping that Lizz is okay. Then I start shaking and my stomach turns over from kt's voice. Gaaaah... I thought I asked her to leave me alone... twice so far. Once on the phone, then agian via Im.
I call her and thank her for letting me know... but that I want her to leave me be. She said it wasn't about 'us' and she was letting me know just as she would want to know. I answered bluntly that I wanted her to leave me alone. Then I believe she hung up on me.. I really don't remember.
Why doesn't she get that these things hurt? Is she deliberately trying to cause damage? >.< I physically react to her voice. Is it not enough that she haunts me while asleep she must also chase me while i'm awake? GOD BLAST IT ALL.. LEAVE ME BE.
My prayers go out to Lizz... I am not a religious man, but for her I will say a few words. She is probably suffering a deluge of visitors... but if that is not the case and she is in fact lonely I hope she calls and asks me to come visit.
as an explanation kt called both my cell and my house to tell me Lizz was in the hospital agian. I had a minor coniption while staring at the phone trying to figure out what to do... so... I don't answer and let it go to voice mail. She leaves a message that Lizz is in the hospital. I am upset and worried at first hoping that Lizz is okay. Then I start shaking and my stomach turns over from kt's voice. Gaaaah... I thought I asked her to leave me alone... twice so far. Once on the phone, then agian via Im.
I call her and thank her for letting me know... but that I want her to leave me be. She said it wasn't about 'us' and she was letting me know just as she would want to know. I answered bluntly that I wanted her to leave me alone. Then I believe she hung up on me.. I really don't remember.
Why doesn't she get that these things hurt? Is she deliberately trying to cause damage? >.< I physically react to her voice. Is it not enough that she haunts me while asleep she must also chase me while i'm awake? GOD BLAST IT ALL.. LEAVE ME BE.
My prayers go out to Lizz... I am not a religious man, but for her I will say a few words. She is probably suffering a deluge of visitors... but if that is not the case and she is in fact lonely I hope she calls and asks me to come visit.