Real update
I haven't done one of these in awhile.
1st- Dad and i are reestablishing our bond.I have always loved him more thatn anyone will ever know. even when i was sad and wanted to run away, i didn't because i knew it would kill him. now i think he cherishes me more. he sees the steps i am taking on my own to be a better human and i think it makes him proud. If i don't call him during the week he will call me. it makes me happy. :)
2nd- school is going well. i enjoy my classes, do my homework and i want to be here. maybe it was trying it with out a degree that helped. i might join a soroity, well oncem y grades post they are going to let me in so here is to waiting.
3rd- Adam- i have offically given up on adam as a boyfriend. we talked about stuff and i totally threw my self out there and he didn't respond and it wasn't shameless or anyting it was -hey i want to go bowling and he says if you go by yourself it goes faster-theni pointed out that umm i am a social bowler. and other points like that. If i ever speak of likeing adam again you all have teh permission to hitme.
4th- a guy in my math class flirts with me. he isn't my typical choice, but we all need to be open right?
i miss the graham girls five hours a away is too much
Went to RJ's last night- had a good time, had a drink danced, saw chad marting and pat nowak. crazy
1st- Dad and i are reestablishing our bond.I have always loved him more thatn anyone will ever know. even when i was sad and wanted to run away, i didn't because i knew it would kill him. now i think he cherishes me more. he sees the steps i am taking on my own to be a better human and i think it makes him proud. If i don't call him during the week he will call me. it makes me happy. :)
2nd- school is going well. i enjoy my classes, do my homework and i want to be here. maybe it was trying it with out a degree that helped. i might join a soroity, well oncem y grades post they are going to let me in so here is to waiting.
3rd- Adam- i have offically given up on adam as a boyfriend. we talked about stuff and i totally threw my self out there and he didn't respond and it wasn't shameless or anyting it was -hey i want to go bowling and he says if you go by yourself it goes faster-theni pointed out that umm i am a social bowler. and other points like that. If i ever speak of likeing adam again you all have teh permission to hitme.
4th- a guy in my math class flirts with me. he isn't my typical choice, but we all need to be open right?
i miss the graham girls five hours a away is too much
Went to RJ's last night- had a good time, had a drink danced, saw chad marting and pat nowak. crazy