Well I enjoyed it.
So Carly left today and the lessoned learned from that: NEVER LEAVE ME!
I am so horrible at saying goodbye. I take things way too personally..well maybe not personally but I am always afraid I will never see them again. I cried so hard that it seemed like my mother died. Why? I don't know but I wouldn't look her in the eye or let her see me cry. Maybe it was nice living the part of my life that has been excluded for so long. I had the best time even if we didn't do much and I will definetly miss it. But only until next time, which there WILL be one. Plus I have her pants and she has my blanket so now there is a reason to visit again.
Hold on the pizzaman is at my door.
Okay so I am back from that and the pizzaLADY was like "well thank you and you enjoy the food" and me and my dumbass self replies "oh yes you enjoy it too!"
Because we all know that the pizzalady will enjoy the food that she just gave me. IDIOT.
God I am done.
I am so horrible at saying goodbye. I take things way too personally..well maybe not personally but I am always afraid I will never see them again. I cried so hard that it seemed like my mother died. Why? I don't know but I wouldn't look her in the eye or let her see me cry. Maybe it was nice living the part of my life that has been excluded for so long. I had the best time even if we didn't do much and I will definetly miss it. But only until next time, which there WILL be one. Plus I have her pants and she has my blanket so now there is a reason to visit again.
Hold on the pizzaman is at my door.
Okay so I am back from that and the pizzaLADY was like "well thank you and you enjoy the food" and me and my dumbass self replies "oh yes you enjoy it too!"
Because we all know that the pizzalady will enjoy the food that she just gave me. IDIOT.
God I am done.