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I lost a close friend of a decade. I wish he had had the guts to tell me the real reason instead of him putting the blame on me. COWARD! So I told him no, this is why.... you want to lose our friendship. Be a MAN!
But it is for the best. God bless his yellow little heart.
Anyway, I have good problems. Someone loves me and wants to marry me. AND he has sterling character and professional. Not to mention everything I always wanted in a family/husband growing up and even now. But he wants everything five minutes ago. My mother loves him. She is planning the wedding despite my protest of eloping. We compromised, she can have ANYTHING she pays for but I get to choose my own dress within the realm of Mormon modesty.
It is a lot to process. Work is fine. The magazines owe me $700. I am getting a raise someday soon. I hope sooner rather than later. Boss has not mentioned it except to affirm someday before hell freezes over, I get my raise.
But it is for the best. God bless his yellow little heart.
Anyway, I have good problems. Someone loves me and wants to marry me. AND he has sterling character and professional. Not to mention everything I always wanted in a family/husband growing up and even now. But he wants everything five minutes ago. My mother loves him. She is planning the wedding despite my protest of eloping. We compromised, she can have ANYTHING she pays for but I get to choose my own dress within the realm of Mormon modesty.
It is a lot to process. Work is fine. The magazines owe me $700. I am getting a raise someday soon. I hope sooner rather than later. Boss has not mentioned it except to affirm someday before hell freezes over, I get my raise.