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i think it's amazing sometimes... i just wanna say that i wish i was a better friend to the people who actually cared about being friends with me, people i don't communicate with enough, people who are actually fucking decent non sucky people, yet i spend my time being friends with friends who couldn;t give a shit,m firends who probably have never given a shit, i dun't understand. so i just want to say to anyone who would in maybe one in five thousanth in a millionionth maybe by chance actually read this live journal entry that is so uncoooool to make, just understand that I WISH i was a better friend and i really would be much better off having friends like you as if i actually deserved them... and basically there are only a very few i'm directing that toward and i know that, that very few is very specific and would probaly wouldn't evem notice what i am saying, but i hope you know what i mean. i wish i was a better friend, basically, because i am a good friend and not everyone deserves as good of friend as me