good joke...
yeah so the whole "my life is getting a little better" thing really isnt working out for me i guess. i talked to gina tonight and she calmed me down alot. i miss her so much its not even funny. and she didnt really even do the "im gonna laugh because i dont know what else to do thing" and i really needed a good talk tonight and i thank her so much. i love her to death and i dont know what i would do without her because i know that no matter what shes always going to be there for me like that. i love her.
so i talked to mom tonight about the car insurance thing and we got into a big fight. i understand why she wouldnt want lori paying for it because she feels like she cant take care of her own children but its really not that at all...its like a loan that im going to have from her. i will pay her back. i cant take money from people like that...ive been brought up like that. if i dont have my car insured that it will go to hell this winter and then i wont be able to buy a new car and i wont have a car here next year and i wont be able to get a job off campus to make more money to pay 7,000 a year for school. it makes me sick to my stomache.
school sucks.
molly and melanie got into an accident tonight and guess who showed up...why does it haunt my life. that happens too much at home latly and i dont know what i would do with myself if they were in jared or joes position. it scares fuck outta me. literally.
bush won. wtf? wheres all the younger peoples votes....yeah thats what i thought.
i feel like shit. i feel like he is eating me alive and it shouldnt be. it really shouldnt be. i feel weak because of it, like i cant handle my own problems. i always thought that i was a stronger person than this...they say that you learn alot about yourself your first year at college away from home i just didnt think that it would be like this. i need to go lay down. leave me love.
so i talked to mom tonight about the car insurance thing and we got into a big fight. i understand why she wouldnt want lori paying for it because she feels like she cant take care of her own children but its really not that at all...its like a loan that im going to have from her. i will pay her back. i cant take money from people like that...ive been brought up like that. if i dont have my car insured that it will go to hell this winter and then i wont be able to buy a new car and i wont have a car here next year and i wont be able to get a job off campus to make more money to pay 7,000 a year for school. it makes me sick to my stomache.
school sucks.
molly and melanie got into an accident tonight and guess who showed up...why does it haunt my life. that happens too much at home latly and i dont know what i would do with myself if they were in jared or joes position. it scares fuck outta me. literally.
bush won. wtf? wheres all the younger peoples votes....yeah thats what i thought.
i feel like shit. i feel like he is eating me alive and it shouldnt be. it really shouldnt be. i feel weak because of it, like i cant handle my own problems. i always thought that i was a stronger person than this...they say that you learn alot about yourself your first year at college away from home i just didnt think that it would be like this. i need to go lay down. leave me love.