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okay so that lasted a total of...like 2 weeks or less lol. i like using this, it just makes me mad sometimes. i'll prolly end up not using it again for a while. whatever i feel like i guess.
so lots happened since i stopped using this. ummm i don't feel like writing about it all though. went to hamburg saturday night. hung out w/ molly and courtney and then i went to courtney's and spent the night. haha omg on the trampoline lol. "dude...this is totally what it feels like to be high..." "ahh man really??" lol we're such losers. i love those girls so much. i miss them so much.
today the meet was cancelled again. it's tomorrow and then there's one thursday. i'm nervous. and since i hurt myself, idk if i'll be able to compete in both meets, or even both events tomorrow. i'm scared. oh well. i'll just suck it up and do it, no matter how bad it hurts.
so stuff just pretty much sucks lately. i mean, not everything, but stuff. like, it really hurts to think about harry and emily. like, i really want both of them to be happy. it just really sucks. i mean, i like him so much. whatever. and then like reading about it all in her journal just makes it worse. i'm sorry emily...i'm not mad at you or anything, or harrison. it just sucks a lot. it makes me sad.
ANYWAY. i am in love with these two blink 182 songs. you know, when you play them both on repeat for hours?...that's it. but this one kind of makes me sad. whatever. i'm so dumb. i just need to get over it and move on. there's something about her that he likes more, and that's all there is to it. =(
are you afraid of being alone?
'cause i am.
i'm lost without you.
are you afraid of leaving tonight?
'cause i am.
i'm lost without you...
so lots happened since i stopped using this. ummm i don't feel like writing about it all though. went to hamburg saturday night. hung out w/ molly and courtney and then i went to courtney's and spent the night. haha omg on the trampoline lol. "dude...this is totally what it feels like to be high..." "ahh man really??" lol we're such losers. i love those girls so much. i miss them so much.
today the meet was cancelled again. it's tomorrow and then there's one thursday. i'm nervous. and since i hurt myself, idk if i'll be able to compete in both meets, or even both events tomorrow. i'm scared. oh well. i'll just suck it up and do it, no matter how bad it hurts.
so stuff just pretty much sucks lately. i mean, not everything, but stuff. like, it really hurts to think about harry and emily. like, i really want both of them to be happy. it just really sucks. i mean, i like him so much. whatever. and then like reading about it all in her journal just makes it worse. i'm sorry emily...i'm not mad at you or anything, or harrison. it just sucks a lot. it makes me sad.
ANYWAY. i am in love with these two blink 182 songs. you know, when you play them both on repeat for hours?...that's it. but this one kind of makes me sad. whatever. i'm so dumb. i just need to get over it and move on. there's something about her that he likes more, and that's all there is to it. =(
are you afraid of being alone?
'cause i am.
i'm lost without you.
are you afraid of leaving tonight?
'cause i am.
i'm lost without you...