Sometimes...
Sometimes I can feel my heart on the outside
Gasping for air like it is waiting for its final beat
But it never comes
Waiting, for my insides to cave in
My heart, although feeling broken and confused
Still beats
Still breathes
Like it's laughing at me
Screaming, "Angie! You fool! You have to feel me still!"
My painful heart will cleanse my soul
I will hold onto this beating mess
Even though it is empty with doubt
Why did I leave him in the first place?
I had good reason
God even spoke to me, I am absolutely certain
This is what had to be done
For my life, for his life
My fingers grow skinny
It doesn't even fit anymore
My body's changing
I am growing towards a different forest
Maybe it was...a mistake?
Maybe I just did the stupidest thing?
I'm so confused
Give it time
Give me the words, God
Give me the reason
Fill my mind with the right words
Gasping for air like it is waiting for its final beat
But it never comes
Waiting, for my insides to cave in
My heart, although feeling broken and confused
Still beats
Still breathes
Like it's laughing at me
Screaming, "Angie! You fool! You have to feel me still!"
My painful heart will cleanse my soul
I will hold onto this beating mess
Even though it is empty with doubt
Why did I leave him in the first place?
I had good reason
God even spoke to me, I am absolutely certain
This is what had to be done
For my life, for his life
My fingers grow skinny
It doesn't even fit anymore
My body's changing
I am growing towards a different forest
Maybe it was...a mistake?
Maybe I just did the stupidest thing?
I'm so confused
Give it time
Give me the words, God
Give me the reason
Fill my mind with the right words