[ it finally occurred to Gino one moment in the middle of the night while he was making tea for himself (out of habit, but not actually wanting to drink it or hold the cup or even look at it, because it'd only remind him of where he's not and what he doesn't have, yet again), dressed for bed but not entirely sleepy:
I could just wish for them to
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thud.
that was the sound of Maxxie landing rather gracelessly on his arse the floor the next room over.]
Ow, bloody buggering fuckall...
[and Gino can probably hear the way his words trail off when he starts to pay attention to his surroundings rather than the utterly undignified ache in his tailbone.] ...What?
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did it work? are you serious, wishing air??? is this real life?????
hesitant, and taking his teacup with him just in case he needs to bludgeon some cheap imitation of what he wished for to death with it to make himself feel better, he gets up and slowly, slowly makes his way to the next room. ]
Ah...
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-Gino?
[pure confusion in his voice.]
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and then eventually make some disjointed words happen. ]
--Maxxie. You're... you're here.
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[not that it matters. he's really only filling time while he stands and crosses the room in what may possibly be a record amount of time, reaching up to press his hands against Gino's face, checking that he's real.]
Jesus. You're-Gino-
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metaphorically. ]
Yeah, this is... yeah. This is my house, er, when I'm not... on the island. Not Britannia, but. Yeah.
[ ... rambling, he is still shocked. ]
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I'm sorry I left, I didn't mean to. I didn't want to.
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I know, I know, Gino, I'm so sorry, I didn't-I should never have said the things I said to you.
[he's trying to crowd words into each breath, because there's a chance like always that this is a dream, or this is just temporary, and that the next second he'll be snatched back away and sent to that island alone.]
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Mm-mm, it's okay. You were right, I should've... [ cuts himself off in mid-sentence, what was that about wasting time?? ] It doesn't matter now, anyway. I was wrong, too.
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[it's probably true. the fact of the matter is that no matter what, Maxxie doesn't feel at home anywhere the way he does in Gino's bed, in Gino's arms. harsh words and fights aside there's a place in him that only Gino can hold.]
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[ he just tried to bury it because he was so sure they were both right about each other and that he'd blown his chances at a functional relationship that'd last forever-or-until-Atia-gets-bored (heh, sure showed you, Atia. the magic wishing air beats your shitty powers). pressing his forehead against Maxxie's temple, he reaches up to ruffle fingers through his hair, still gripping tight with the other arm. ]
And I didn't mean any of those things. And I'm just glad that at least I can tell you that since I guess the letter I left probably wasn't good enough.
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And then they can sit together and watch old movies involving Arthurian tales, and -
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Gino?
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