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last night i had a really depressing dream, although i cant remember it. i just woke up feelng sad so i kno something sad happened in it. I havent gone out for a long time it seems and im going stir crazy. i feel so secluded and its not really a good feeling. its not that im bored because i do enjoy staying in, its just that ive been doing too much escaping. in tv and books and music and porn. im jk. heh...and my grades are still suffering...its like no matter how hard a try (which i guess isnt very hard) i still get awful grades. im obviously not trying hard enough, its just im not use to having to work so hard for anything. ill just give it up if its too hard. which i kno isnt a good quality of mine, but ill try to make it better. well ciao for now.