this week has been hell
why can't i get a fucking grip? thanks to josh for being there. i didn't know who else to call, and i knew you'd understand. also i'd like to nominate jessica for m.v.p. of the week. she's going through a lot of things of her own and i haven't been able to be there for her the way she has been for me. fuck this whole fucking shit. i'm losing my mind. for anyone who has picked up on any changes in my behavior, i apologise. i'm going crazy, but i'm trying to do it quietly. suffice it to say that i'm not willing to burden others with my own problems (exept, apparently, for jessica and josh).
anyways, moving right along... it was so good to have people over and have some fucking fun. thumpy and i played yu gi oh while jessica and bj got stoned and watched mallrats. bougee and aj came over as well. too late to play poker, but fun none the less.
also denny's on tuesday was quite nice. who ever thought laquacius would end up becoming prince? i'm supposed to run the next game. i had an idea for in nomine, but it hasn't been fleshed out enough to be a full on game. specially not with this many people. plus, brad was supposed to lend me the in nomine book tonight, but he wasn't able to make it out here. never the less, i will take on this noble charge. it'll give me something to take my mind off recent unpleasantries. i'm so emotionally drained that it's taking a huge toll one me physically.
anyways, moving right along... it was so good to have people over and have some fucking fun. thumpy and i played yu gi oh while jessica and bj got stoned and watched mallrats. bougee and aj came over as well. too late to play poker, but fun none the less.
also denny's on tuesday was quite nice. who ever thought laquacius would end up becoming prince? i'm supposed to run the next game. i had an idea for in nomine, but it hasn't been fleshed out enough to be a full on game. specially not with this many people. plus, brad was supposed to lend me the in nomine book tonight, but he wasn't able to make it out here. never the less, i will take on this noble charge. it'll give me something to take my mind off recent unpleasantries. i'm so emotionally drained that it's taking a huge toll one me physically.