now im 21!
heya
so im procrastinating at the mo, its 2am and i have 4000words to write for tomorrow morning but i reealy dont want to, i know ill get it done, im not planning on sleeping tonight. ive got a can of relentless (energy drink) here sittin ready for when i get sleepy.
ive also found that doing thirty sit ups wakes you up again really well! but yeah no sleep for meeee.
so i missed a week of uni last week cause i was at home over easter for my 21st and 4 days before i was supposed to come back to england a volcano went off in iceland shooting loads of ash into the sky! this ash is really bad for planes engines so i was stuck in ireland for over a week, missing nearly 2 weeks of class :(
basically i missed two dealines for essays (the ones i have to do and hand up tomorrow) and an exam along with loads of class! i was going to have to give a presentation tomorrow but thankfully the university realised that loads of us had travel difficulties and have postponed it till next week woohoo!!
i go back to ireland on thursday morning for the weekend, i have to go see my doctor, i might have a stomach ulser ewwww. too much vodka apparantly does that to a girl!
ahmmm hmm so, i had my 21st over easter! it was amazing!
i had a formal party, rented out a function room above a bar and me mum and eimear did it up with table clothes, black and white balloons, glitter and little champagne bottles that were actually bubbles! it looked faaab!
i got a wedding dress from a second hand shop for like £50!! it was amazing looking i loved it hehe it was gold and pure all poofy!
all the girls wore dresses (except ash who wore a shirt and blazer!) and all the guys wore suits! everyone looks completely amazing and it was such a good night! i loved having everyone together and having fun at something id organised! and its fun to dress up!
ahhhhm, oh and literally a week before i turned 21 i managed to make my 20th year a non celebate one.
yeahhh.... i really thought i was goin to look back and be like oh i didnt have sex at all while i was 20! nope cant say that now.. had sex for the first time in a year and half. gahhhh. with one of my best friends in the whole world. in my female best friends bathroom.
how romantic. maaan. we were really drunk, i have no idea how it even happened?! i just remember it happening!
it could have gone soooooooo wrong like, no way wud i want to lose him as a friend over anything like but it could have gone wrong in that what if one of us were akward the next day!!! what if our friendship got ruined because of it!!
luckily enough neither of us made things akward, we just went on like we always did. thank goood.
still it was really weird thinkin back on it, and i didnt wanna tell anyone like cause i love all my friends but sometimes they can make jokes that make people uncomfortable, usually its funny but it wud just be weird for us in this siuation.
so i literally only told sinead. even still the only person ive told is sinead!! and yet somehow, almost everyone knows!!!!! (i know sinead didnt tell neone lol just to make that clear)
aragh!?!
apparantly people love gossip, and tbh it sounds fake haha i think the reason it spread so fast is cause everyone was like *omg is it true??? nah it cant be true! lets ask such n such if its true* and so on.
oh well, once again my sex life is the source of scandal. whatever, things are cool between me and him and thats all that matters. well that and the fact i got some good sexy time ;) haha aw man.
but yeah anyways, obv no names even tho im pretttty damn sure none of my friends even know this blog is in existance!
ahm so im sittin here its now 4am and i really have procrastinated the night away, i had a mini nap there for an hour and now im beatin the energy drink into me to get ready for these frickin essays!
my uni is amazing, like where it is and stuff, and the fact im doing architecture but seriously 80% of my lecturers are crap. seriously.
i failed law in first sem so i had to repeat, i got no constructive critism from my lecturer i just got told to do the essays again (gotta do them tonight)
and i have a 1000 word essay on culture on a building site ... yeah seriously.
lol i have no idea what thats supposed to entail, we didnt talk about what were supposed to write about at all in class, the lecturer literally just went on about management the whole time! so im gona have to bullshit my way thru that one and argue that he left it up to interpretation!
ah man, bad times! also gotta sort this frickin presentation tomorrow in class, having had no sleep tonight so thats gona be fun!
im in a group with two guys who i dont even know at allio .. we have to have a CAD drawing (done) and a sketch up drawing (done) with a little video run thru (not done but takes 2min) each and then choose the best aspects of the groups and put them into one sketch up drawing and present it all together!
i dont really mind presentations very much anymore, i build myself up to them so much that by the time i actually get up and do them its not as bad as i was imagining, but i dont like the sound of the whole group thing. i dont really like working in groups at the best of times, people annoy me cause they dont listen.
maybe ill tell them ill do most of the talking when were up there if it means i dont have to work so much with them.. haha evilness.
ahhmmmm and then theres the small matter of the exam i missed on monday. introduction to tech and design. it was just a snapshot test but they didnt tell us what date it was supposed to be on and so i missed it cause if the volcano. not that i cud have made it even if id know i suppose..
still i duno how were gona get around that .. its worth 20% like .. maybe theyl make up a new exam just for me! hahahahaha likely.
ill probs have to sit the resit in august or something .. which wud suckkkkk cause it wud mean a frickin plane journey over for the exam and then back again! ah well.
im still skiving off my work by doing this and talkin about the work instead of doing it.
the energy drink is working tho wooooooooo.
im also thinkin about how im gonna get around not handing my law essays in on time.. i know what im gona say but whether on not she will accept what im sayin and let me submit them is another story .. duno what ill do if she doesnt like..
well so long as i pass everything else i think i should be okay. after magee i just have a while fear of the university kicking me out after first year cause ive failed a module or something.
but they cant kick me out if i fail just one mod .. if i just fail one i think they let me repeat it again the next year
i really better not fail ANYTHING else. although i have my repeats in august i suppose for the second sem ones i fail .. aragh NO FAILING!!!
I WILL PASS! first year architecture is a lot harder than i thought it would be. some of the work is really difficult cause its so random! i love the math and i love the science and the drawing a bit too lol although i prefer it on CAD but the law and the site safety is a bit redundant to me.
im doing architecture, i wont even be on a building site!!
oh well. once i get first year done and behind me and all passed and over ill be the happiest girl in the world!!
ill be a second year!! which is even harder but still .. maybe ill actually do my work in second year instead of blogging about doing it..
nearly half four now. i need to have this all done and dusted by 10. so i can go get it printed and stuff and all ready and done to hand up by 11 when i go see my student advisor about my extentions.
sigh. i really dont want to do them. i wish i could pay someone to just do the law essays for me. i dont care about the rest ill do everything else myself but these law essays will be the death of me!
OKAY
im going now to get the culture one done first. at least that will be SOMETHING out of the way haha :/
laters xoxo
so im procrastinating at the mo, its 2am and i have 4000words to write for tomorrow morning but i reealy dont want to, i know ill get it done, im not planning on sleeping tonight. ive got a can of relentless (energy drink) here sittin ready for when i get sleepy.
ive also found that doing thirty sit ups wakes you up again really well! but yeah no sleep for meeee.
so i missed a week of uni last week cause i was at home over easter for my 21st and 4 days before i was supposed to come back to england a volcano went off in iceland shooting loads of ash into the sky! this ash is really bad for planes engines so i was stuck in ireland for over a week, missing nearly 2 weeks of class :(
basically i missed two dealines for essays (the ones i have to do and hand up tomorrow) and an exam along with loads of class! i was going to have to give a presentation tomorrow but thankfully the university realised that loads of us had travel difficulties and have postponed it till next week woohoo!!
i go back to ireland on thursday morning for the weekend, i have to go see my doctor, i might have a stomach ulser ewwww. too much vodka apparantly does that to a girl!
ahmmm hmm so, i had my 21st over easter! it was amazing!
i had a formal party, rented out a function room above a bar and me mum and eimear did it up with table clothes, black and white balloons, glitter and little champagne bottles that were actually bubbles! it looked faaab!
i got a wedding dress from a second hand shop for like £50!! it was amazing looking i loved it hehe it was gold and pure all poofy!
all the girls wore dresses (except ash who wore a shirt and blazer!) and all the guys wore suits! everyone looks completely amazing and it was such a good night! i loved having everyone together and having fun at something id organised! and its fun to dress up!
ahhhhm, oh and literally a week before i turned 21 i managed to make my 20th year a non celebate one.
yeahhh.... i really thought i was goin to look back and be like oh i didnt have sex at all while i was 20! nope cant say that now.. had sex for the first time in a year and half. gahhhh. with one of my best friends in the whole world. in my female best friends bathroom.
how romantic. maaan. we were really drunk, i have no idea how it even happened?! i just remember it happening!
it could have gone soooooooo wrong like, no way wud i want to lose him as a friend over anything like but it could have gone wrong in that what if one of us were akward the next day!!! what if our friendship got ruined because of it!!
luckily enough neither of us made things akward, we just went on like we always did. thank goood.
still it was really weird thinkin back on it, and i didnt wanna tell anyone like cause i love all my friends but sometimes they can make jokes that make people uncomfortable, usually its funny but it wud just be weird for us in this siuation.
so i literally only told sinead. even still the only person ive told is sinead!! and yet somehow, almost everyone knows!!!!! (i know sinead didnt tell neone lol just to make that clear)
aragh!?!
apparantly people love gossip, and tbh it sounds fake haha i think the reason it spread so fast is cause everyone was like *omg is it true??? nah it cant be true! lets ask such n such if its true* and so on.
oh well, once again my sex life is the source of scandal. whatever, things are cool between me and him and thats all that matters. well that and the fact i got some good sexy time ;) haha aw man.
but yeah anyways, obv no names even tho im pretttty damn sure none of my friends even know this blog is in existance!
ahm so im sittin here its now 4am and i really have procrastinated the night away, i had a mini nap there for an hour and now im beatin the energy drink into me to get ready for these frickin essays!
my uni is amazing, like where it is and stuff, and the fact im doing architecture but seriously 80% of my lecturers are crap. seriously.
i failed law in first sem so i had to repeat, i got no constructive critism from my lecturer i just got told to do the essays again (gotta do them tonight)
and i have a 1000 word essay on culture on a building site ... yeah seriously.
lol i have no idea what thats supposed to entail, we didnt talk about what were supposed to write about at all in class, the lecturer literally just went on about management the whole time! so im gona have to bullshit my way thru that one and argue that he left it up to interpretation!
ah man, bad times! also gotta sort this frickin presentation tomorrow in class, having had no sleep tonight so thats gona be fun!
im in a group with two guys who i dont even know at allio .. we have to have a CAD drawing (done) and a sketch up drawing (done) with a little video run thru (not done but takes 2min) each and then choose the best aspects of the groups and put them into one sketch up drawing and present it all together!
i dont really mind presentations very much anymore, i build myself up to them so much that by the time i actually get up and do them its not as bad as i was imagining, but i dont like the sound of the whole group thing. i dont really like working in groups at the best of times, people annoy me cause they dont listen.
maybe ill tell them ill do most of the talking when were up there if it means i dont have to work so much with them.. haha evilness.
ahhmmmm and then theres the small matter of the exam i missed on monday. introduction to tech and design. it was just a snapshot test but they didnt tell us what date it was supposed to be on and so i missed it cause if the volcano. not that i cud have made it even if id know i suppose..
still i duno how were gona get around that .. its worth 20% like .. maybe theyl make up a new exam just for me! hahahahaha likely.
ill probs have to sit the resit in august or something .. which wud suckkkkk cause it wud mean a frickin plane journey over for the exam and then back again! ah well.
im still skiving off my work by doing this and talkin about the work instead of doing it.
the energy drink is working tho wooooooooo.
im also thinkin about how im gonna get around not handing my law essays in on time.. i know what im gona say but whether on not she will accept what im sayin and let me submit them is another story .. duno what ill do if she doesnt like..
well so long as i pass everything else i think i should be okay. after magee i just have a while fear of the university kicking me out after first year cause ive failed a module or something.
but they cant kick me out if i fail just one mod .. if i just fail one i think they let me repeat it again the next year
i really better not fail ANYTHING else. although i have my repeats in august i suppose for the second sem ones i fail .. aragh NO FAILING!!!
I WILL PASS! first year architecture is a lot harder than i thought it would be. some of the work is really difficult cause its so random! i love the math and i love the science and the drawing a bit too lol although i prefer it on CAD but the law and the site safety is a bit redundant to me.
im doing architecture, i wont even be on a building site!!
oh well. once i get first year done and behind me and all passed and over ill be the happiest girl in the world!!
ill be a second year!! which is even harder but still .. maybe ill actually do my work in second year instead of blogging about doing it..
nearly half four now. i need to have this all done and dusted by 10. so i can go get it printed and stuff and all ready and done to hand up by 11 when i go see my student advisor about my extentions.
sigh. i really dont want to do them. i wish i could pay someone to just do the law essays for me. i dont care about the rest ill do everything else myself but these law essays will be the death of me!
OKAY
im going now to get the culture one done first. at least that will be SOMETHING out of the way haha :/
laters xoxo