its been a long time since i wrote
I dont how much there is to say. In three weeks christmas break will be here and i will move into my apartment. Living on my own will be interesting. Dylan and i have not really worked out to well. still struggling with a break up but its just the friends thats killing me. I miss when i had no worries. I started to fall for an ex for a day or two when dylan and i broke up, but it would be rebounding and thats not good. its just i still love dylan its just different now. or maybe i was just confused. well i guess i dont know much about my life anymore. i am not the weird crappy hot topic clothes goth girl i used to be. i dunno kristen is taking me shopping to help dress me...since we are the same size except i dont know anyone who wears her bra size but her.lol she is cool though. Serene and i just call each other art fags and hang out and play with the squibers (rats). i dunno my life is simple. i like it that way. time for sleep.