Nervous breakdown... or so
I am close to a nervous breakdown, seriously *_*
All I do lately is driving around, wasting my money, doing senseless phonecalls and in the end all I achieve is nothing. I called about four different numbers in order to get my tax card back AND THEY STILL DIDN`T SEND IT *argh* I was planning on working 4 weeks for this temporary employment company in order to save the money for Japan. Suddenly they went out of jobs and sent me on holiday. WHAT´S THAT?! I mean I still have my studies to do and I want to work for four weeks and completely retire afterwards, please! Working, having a few days off and working again - NO THANKS!
Yesterday I went from Stuttgart to Passau by train and paid 32 € just to sign the contract for my credit, which I am terribly in need of. And yes, I have to do it personally, there´s no other way >_> They same goes for my employer: I have to be back in Stuttgart by monday just to hear that there is still no work and this needs to be done personally of course. Ah, f*ck you all!
Well at least I am here with my friends right now and the weater is really good. Tomorrow will be a big party, that´s a good distraction. My boyfriend will be hospitalized until Tuesday, at least some good news. Maybe I even have enough energy to finally finish my smutty sequel-fic. Not having internet-access is another thing, which totally annoys me ~_~ I really miss chatting with you all and fangirling and everything about lj, which has become a vital part of my life already T_T
Ah, enough whining. I´ll go shopping for a new belt right now. In the end spending your money on nice things is a good cure XD
All I do lately is driving around, wasting my money, doing senseless phonecalls and in the end all I achieve is nothing. I called about four different numbers in order to get my tax card back AND THEY STILL DIDN`T SEND IT *argh* I was planning on working 4 weeks for this temporary employment company in order to save the money for Japan. Suddenly they went out of jobs and sent me on holiday. WHAT´S THAT?! I mean I still have my studies to do and I want to work for four weeks and completely retire afterwards, please! Working, having a few days off and working again - NO THANKS!
Yesterday I went from Stuttgart to Passau by train and paid 32 € just to sign the contract for my credit, which I am terribly in need of. And yes, I have to do it personally, there´s no other way >_> They same goes for my employer: I have to be back in Stuttgart by monday just to hear that there is still no work and this needs to be done personally of course. Ah, f*ck you all!
Well at least I am here with my friends right now and the weater is really good. Tomorrow will be a big party, that´s a good distraction. My boyfriend will be hospitalized until Tuesday, at least some good news. Maybe I even have enough energy to finally finish my smutty sequel-fic. Not having internet-access is another thing, which totally annoys me ~_~ I really miss chatting with you all and fangirling and everything about lj, which has become a vital part of my life already T_T
Ah, enough whining. I´ll go shopping for a new belt right now. In the end spending your money on nice things is a good cure XD