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So Today was ok, went to school...and now Im home waiting to go to work, bored, eating sum chocolate pudding! hehe! :)
Corey decided to punch me extra super hard today in the right arm and I now have a bruise. lol..fag. Speaking of which..I watched Meghan REALLY REALLY try to fight a certain someone today, she was madddd pissed. I honestly thought she was gonna pass out afterwards or have a heart attack. SoOo I went and bought her a water. Then Rob Roe came and took her outta class, cuz I guess she got in trouble for "trying to fight" at school..or something? Who knows? But she is one crazy bitch!! Im afraid of her!! lol! Niiice one Meg!
We did the whole Prom court thing today too, I really didnt know whoooo to vote for, but its all good. That was fun, plus we got outta class. Truuu!
Im not talking to Kyle for a while...I decided this, becuz every single time we talk, I end up freaking out on him..its just gonna make things worse. If we dont talk, we wont fight. Its going to be hard, but it will hopefully make things better in the end. It just might take a whillle. Cuz who knows when Im gonna be ok again...I dont want to know what hes doing, who hes with, anything...I dont care right now, and if I do know, then there's a possiblity that I will flip. SoOo again we arent talking. But a few people did tell me that he looked like a complete idiot at this party he decided to go this past weekend. That made me feel better. lol. I just dont understand him at all right now...whatever. I probably never will.
*Only time will tell...*
I decided that Im going to try and get back in order with God. I know that because of me not having him and stuff for a while, he is punishing me. I just dont feel it right now though. Its driving me crazy. I prayed for so long last night, and nothing...I dont understand anything sometimes. Im gonna go to church every Sunday again, and hopefully bring him back into my <3. I miss him alot...but it's all my fault. Im gonna call Doug up later too, maybe. I just really need someone to talk to, that can help me on a spiritual level.
I have so much to do for school, I only have like 4 weeks left. I have literally like 20 things to do. Im very behind, becuz Im so stressed out and stuff. Im going to start catching up tho today!
I Love My Friends! I Miss Carli thooo, she seems to be the only one I barely ever talk to anymore. Call me little missy!
Well Im gonna go n get ready to go to work, hopefully it's an easy day..
Corey decided to punch me extra super hard today in the right arm and I now have a bruise. lol..fag. Speaking of which..I watched Meghan REALLY REALLY try to fight a certain someone today, she was madddd pissed. I honestly thought she was gonna pass out afterwards or have a heart attack. SoOo I went and bought her a water. Then Rob Roe came and took her outta class, cuz I guess she got in trouble for "trying to fight" at school..or something? Who knows? But she is one crazy bitch!! Im afraid of her!! lol! Niiice one Meg!
We did the whole Prom court thing today too, I really didnt know whoooo to vote for, but its all good. That was fun, plus we got outta class. Truuu!
Im not talking to Kyle for a while...I decided this, becuz every single time we talk, I end up freaking out on him..its just gonna make things worse. If we dont talk, we wont fight. Its going to be hard, but it will hopefully make things better in the end. It just might take a whillle. Cuz who knows when Im gonna be ok again...I dont want to know what hes doing, who hes with, anything...I dont care right now, and if I do know, then there's a possiblity that I will flip. SoOo again we arent talking. But a few people did tell me that he looked like a complete idiot at this party he decided to go this past weekend. That made me feel better. lol. I just dont understand him at all right now...whatever. I probably never will.
*Only time will tell...*
I decided that Im going to try and get back in order with God. I know that because of me not having him and stuff for a while, he is punishing me. I just dont feel it right now though. Its driving me crazy. I prayed for so long last night, and nothing...I dont understand anything sometimes. Im gonna go to church every Sunday again, and hopefully bring him back into my <3. I miss him alot...but it's all my fault. Im gonna call Doug up later too, maybe. I just really need someone to talk to, that can help me on a spiritual level.
I have so much to do for school, I only have like 4 weeks left. I have literally like 20 things to do. Im very behind, becuz Im so stressed out and stuff. Im going to start catching up tho today!
I Love My Friends! I Miss Carli thooo, she seems to be the only one I barely ever talk to anymore. Call me little missy!
Well Im gonna go n get ready to go to work, hopefully it's an easy day..