RIP

Nov 24, 2005 12:34

the love of my life is dieing...i cant stop crying...but i have to act all happy at work....vlatimer is going to be put down saturday...my dog...its my first dog...im shaking so badly right now...this fucking sucks!!!!! i new he was sick but i didnt think i was going to loose him so soon...he is bones and if he drinks hell puke...its so sad.....i just lost a close friend now my love...he was there for me when i was going crazy...i was going to kill myself truthfully but i came in my room and seen him look at me and i couldnt...its like he is my baby boi and its not right that he is going befor me!!!!
I LOVE U VLATIMER AND ALWAYS..U WILL NEVER BE FORGOTEN!!!! u saved my life

he is on a I-V thing...he wont cry or ne thing when we stick the needle in him...i hate it!!!!! he is sooo much fucking pain that nothing hurts him ne more!!!! its not right!!!! what a great thanksgiving!!!! no one here but me shmee(dog) and vlatimer....but i have to go work and some how stop crying....im so fucked!!!
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