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[manicstricken]

i had the most amazing birthday, i got to spend it with my best friend, thats all i could ask for, he made such a big deal of making me feel special, spoilt me rotten and kept telling me how nice i looked, it was lovely to feel so special, nothing ruined it for me, i was so happy and i miss aidan so much right now, it was nice to just spend time with him, knowing that he cared about me, knowing that we werent going to argue, having my best friend back was all i wanted for my birthday

my sister made me a necklace and some earings, they got me a weebl and bob dvd, my parents got me a cute little beanie baby and a rug making kit (i wanted something crafty that i can actually do) and both my sister and mum made me the nicest cards, ill get pictures and upload them later, i have lots of pictures from the weekend, i wanna make a proper album for them before i go showing them off, so wait around for a while :P

agh i feel so happy and nothing and nobody is gonna bring me down, im gonna be here for aidan in the best way i know how whatever shit gets thrown at him, and i think there will be quite a bit in the not so distant future, but i love him, so im gonna be there for him

right now i have a text to send, getting the courage to send it at the moment, coz i think its what i want, but im still scared, fingers crossed :D