Sep 19, 2005 12:31
i felt like i was falling apart there. my line of vision was at waist level for so long. Yesterday i actually stood and "walked" without any assistance of any kind.
ah euphoria! you are still alive!
I've been keeping myself down. not doing what i really want to do. I took this ankle breaking thing kinda hard. I guess i just felt really effing useless there for awhile. as always i realize it was just me keeping me down, but i feel reborn. I dunno maybe it was just the ankle, or maybe it was no job and no school, or maybe it was too much CNN, but now i feel well, like i want to live and do things and play again.
I doubt you'll ever read this jordan, but you are my dude, i love you man, because you have so much love. (fortunate in more ways than one.)
[i guess the glass is half full for today at least]