frustring crap
trying to fill out this pharmacy crap and it's taking FOREVER to hunt down all the info and now i'm waiting for my shrink to call me back so i can fill out the rest of it and be done! really going to have to bust ass the rest of the day to get what i want finished before 5pm.
i've noticed something with my journal. i have a hard time writing about what's really bothering me. i feel like i'm being a burden or something. so i seem to try to keep it light. but this isn't the place to pretend like everything is fine, i do that everywhere else, this is the one place i should be honest. something i'm going to try to work on. being more honest with myself and others and not put up a wall.
question: do any of you have a tendency to pretend everythings fine so much to other people that you start doing it even when you don't need to? like it's a facade you have to keep up all the time? I'm finding it harder and harder to let it down and be myself.
i've noticed something with my journal. i have a hard time writing about what's really bothering me. i feel like i'm being a burden or something. so i seem to try to keep it light. but this isn't the place to pretend like everything is fine, i do that everywhere else, this is the one place i should be honest. something i'm going to try to work on. being more honest with myself and others and not put up a wall.
question: do any of you have a tendency to pretend everythings fine so much to other people that you start doing it even when you don't need to? like it's a facade you have to keep up all the time? I'm finding it harder and harder to let it down and be myself.