I'm still alive, don't write me off!

[manicme99]

 March and April were full of Surgeries and ER visits. Turned out I had gallstones and I should have had my gall bladder removed a year and a half a go. Later I was back at the ER for horrible stomach pain with after many embarrassing tests I turned out to have a severe case of gastritis and am on prescriprion grade prilosec and have had to give up (between the gall bladder diet and the gastitis diet) nearly all the foods i love. A couple days out of the hospital i started having migraines from a wicked sinus infection. eventually went to seem my new primary doctor who I hate who gave me amoxicillian, which has never worked on me. That was last tuesday. I continued to have hellish migraines up till today. Now I just have extremely painfull sinus pressure and I'm still taking the fucking antibiotics. I've used up most of my percoset that I was supposed to use for abdominal pain on the migraines from hell.we'll just wait and see how it goes.

Mood wise I'm doing as best as can be expected. I'm a little depressed over having to drop my classes b/c of the gall bladder surgery, the gastritis and now these freaking migraines and sinus pain. Mostly I'm irritated, annoyed, and pissed of a bit over everything which I think would be normal. The only time I felt like killing myself was duing the last 2 days of the worst fucking migraines i have ever had.Unfortunetly b/c of the gastritis I can only take tylenol which does nothing.

I've missed everyone horribly and I hope you all haven't forgotten about me! *hugs* to everyone!