Sep 29, 2005 12:55
Fucking hell, I am so tired.
All the time.
Shits hard. And I don't like things that are hard. They go against my own personal ethics.
My ethics being the general core belief of laziness and apathy.
I want to move forward, get this over with.
Actually, I want to go back in time a few years ago and do things a different; feel things different, ponder things different, react to things different...live different. I have way to many grains of salt in my pocket that have accumulated from all the times I should have taken one in light of an outside factor of my life. Then I would have no grains of salt, no personal grudge, and nothing in the back of my head to get compacted.
And then, I want to move forward, and get this over with.
That would be keen.
I know I have the capabilities to do this, but can I do this?
Shit, I gotta' get this paper 'till I'm dead in the streets.