DESTINY... DESTINY... DESTINY
SOO...After much thought and god knows what else I have decided that I must do a lot of things to better myself.
I have wanted to get out this place since I was 13. I have traveled as many places as possible since I was 13. By myself or with friends or brothers and sisters. I cant handle it here. Not really for a specific reason. But for one reason or another I cant breath in this air. A couple months ago when I met Bone I was on my way to living in Toronto to live with family. My brother Sev. I stayed and now honestly I dont regret not going. But I do need to go now. Not to Toronto but back to Seattle again. Good friends are there that I need. They have helped me through vicious cycle of non sense and now that they will be leaving to move to Seattle. I think it will be best for me. I will no longer have ties here. My mother is moving to a different state so she really doesnt need me.
Oh on a quick note....haha Bone...Your fat lip you gave me is now swollen and black and blue... hahaha. I guess next time I attack you I should take a low blow first then go for the face........*winks*
So Seattle bound it is. I miss it. City of depression. Place where my childhood love shot himself in the head. Perhaps I can get an apartment in that building. Man if Gerron were alive things would be different. Ah oh well. Hes dead.
So Bone and I are not together, and when I say this, I'm not bitter about it. We havent been together for a good week to two weeks. Its no big thing. We are great friends that just enjoy each others company. I dont care to put forth my effort in anything right now. My feelings have been drained. And what feelings I did have are now gone. Down the drain. Far away. non existant. I will continue being around Bone. Whether I stay with him or not is completely different til I leave. Sadly enough I think we need each other in some weird way or another. Kinna became best friends. We are some what vital to each others survival even if we are together or not. I love Bone dearly in every way possible and he knows that. So heres to you Boi.
So after a long discussion at starbucks with a police officer and a long discussion with Bone at IHOP. I think we both gave up and stopped caring. oh well. But on a plus i vomiting insane INSANE amounts of blood out Bones door while he was driving down north west expressway. HAHAHA. Oh god that was great honey.blood clots scabs and stale old blood not to mention bright thick blood. YUMMY! I love that taste. So yeah heres what i am ending with........
Oohh, You humor me today,
Calling me out to play,
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth.
I cant be seen with you, you freak.
Please dont make me cry,
Please dont make me cry,
Im just like you, I know you know.
Im just like you, so leave me alone.
I wonder, why cant you see?
You're just not near enough like me,
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth.
I cant be seen with you.
I have wanted to get out this place since I was 13. I have traveled as many places as possible since I was 13. By myself or with friends or brothers and sisters. I cant handle it here. Not really for a specific reason. But for one reason or another I cant breath in this air. A couple months ago when I met Bone I was on my way to living in Toronto to live with family. My brother Sev. I stayed and now honestly I dont regret not going. But I do need to go now. Not to Toronto but back to Seattle again. Good friends are there that I need. They have helped me through vicious cycle of non sense and now that they will be leaving to move to Seattle. I think it will be best for me. I will no longer have ties here. My mother is moving to a different state so she really doesnt need me.
Oh on a quick note....haha Bone...Your fat lip you gave me is now swollen and black and blue... hahaha. I guess next time I attack you I should take a low blow first then go for the face........*winks*
So Seattle bound it is. I miss it. City of depression. Place where my childhood love shot himself in the head. Perhaps I can get an apartment in that building. Man if Gerron were alive things would be different. Ah oh well. Hes dead.
So Bone and I are not together, and when I say this, I'm not bitter about it. We havent been together for a good week to two weeks. Its no big thing. We are great friends that just enjoy each others company. I dont care to put forth my effort in anything right now. My feelings have been drained. And what feelings I did have are now gone. Down the drain. Far away. non existant. I will continue being around Bone. Whether I stay with him or not is completely different til I leave. Sadly enough I think we need each other in some weird way or another. Kinna became best friends. We are some what vital to each others survival even if we are together or not. I love Bone dearly in every way possible and he knows that. So heres to you Boi.
So after a long discussion at starbucks with a police officer and a long discussion with Bone at IHOP. I think we both gave up and stopped caring. oh well. But on a plus i vomiting insane INSANE amounts of blood out Bones door while he was driving down north west expressway. HAHAHA. Oh god that was great honey.blood clots scabs and stale old blood not to mention bright thick blood. YUMMY! I love that taste. So yeah heres what i am ending with........
Oohh, You humor me today,
Calling me out to play,
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth.
I cant be seen with you, you freak.
Please dont make me cry,
Please dont make me cry,
Im just like you, I know you know.
Im just like you, so leave me alone.
I wonder, why cant you see?
You're just not near enough like me,
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth.
I cant be seen with you.