Jul 06, 2006 16:53
Oh man what a palindrome of a paradigm.
Life is still happening relentlessly
I am no revolutionary, figured that out. half assed.
I am not a genius, another self proved conundrum.
I have done quite a lot with my life, still only seventeen
SEVENTEEN! Not even an adult, legally. yet
more mature than most of the people who control me.
I went to the rainbow gathering.
Regardless of probation
regardless of loving parents wishes
I went.
No drugs, no sex, but I wasn't looking for either with people I didn't know.
I had to see and I saw
40, 000 people who deny attachement with so called
civilization, free love, LOVE for freedom.
no money, some people can't imagine living without money.
I find that sad.
So I get back and I have a new confidence.
Fell asleep for a day and a half, when I woke up I remembered a dream for the first time in months.
Life is good.
still seventeen.
Mischief and fun await along the next two months followed by a childish adulthood
and the rest of my life is ahead of me.
Much love to all
Max