Say: la vie est mert

Jul 06, 2006 16:53

Oh man what a palindrome of a paradigm.
Life is still happening relentlessly
I am no revolutionary, figured that out. half assed.
I am not a genius, another self proved conundrum.
I have done quite a lot with my life, still only seventeen
SEVENTEEN! Not even an adult, legally. yet
more mature than most of the people who control me.

I went to the rainbow gathering.

Regardless of probation
regardless of loving parents wishes
I went.

No drugs, no sex, but I wasn't looking for either with people I didn't know.
I had to see and  I saw
40, 000 people who deny attachement with so called
civilization, free love, LOVE for freedom.
no money, some people can't imagine living without money.
I find that sad.

So I get back and I have a new confidence.

Fell asleep for a day and a half, when I woke up I remembered a dream for the first time in months.

Life is good.

still seventeen.

Mischief and fun await along the next two months followed by a childish adulthood
and the rest of my life is ahead of me.

Much love to all

Max
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