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For some reason every man I am around hates there mother and the fact that I am a female I am to much like them so they get a reason to be mad at me. that's not fair. God forbid I actually inforce apon Kevin that my dad always asks me when is Kevin goona pay rent for last week? When is Kevin gonna pay for this week? Then Kevin tells ME that he plans to pay for all his rent at the end of the month but tell me he doesn't even have enough in his account to pay for the last to weeks. Then he tells me his check will be bigger next week. That's great but the other thing he was talking baout all day was that he wants to buy pot tonight. But he couldn't pay rent? So I told him that and he is like "sometimes you are way to much like my mother." So I think to my self as he storms off to talk to my dad "ok so it's worng to think that you should pay for responsible things before pot?" he tells me I"M turing into a pothead like steve? I don't meen to say Kevin's a pot head but he needs to think about what he is doing before he starts accusing everyone else of begin wrong...

I lvoe Kevin and unfortuantely when it comes to me talking about real life I'm not the one he loves anymore cuz real life makes him mad and then it's my fault...