Shit, Mother fucker!
How could the warm water turn so cold and black so quickly
Like a gunshot at point blank range, everything disappeared
The hope for a perfect tommorrow diminished faster than the blood from my wound
Unable to cry or even comprehend what will happen in the coming time
I have no earthly idea how I will ever cross the deep dark river now
Can I really back away from my promise, my love, my devotion?
Or grit my teeth, and walk in so much pain, and leave my Eye behind?
When it was truly my Eye that deserved to crossed over the water
But instead she was left behind, for no explainable reason, I saw her fall
All the hard work put forth, somehow put back and forgotten by all except me
Could my eyes be blinded by something else, a past experience maybe?
Or was I the only one that could look past and see what is to come now?
Even so, how will I prevent such a thing from happening, how could I possibly bite me tongue
Swallow my very words wanting to escape my mouth, or speak my mind and fall from grace?
Turn away from all that I have taught and become the lone wolf looking for justice among theives
Already there is a chance that I have lost my one true friend, who would never leave my side
How could I ever help the situation without hurting myself from the inside out
My perfect picture drawn amongst the clouds in the sky suddenly fades
And is nothing more than shades of darkness and rain about to fall
And yet all I can feel, is the deepest sorrow for what happened, unable to event think
So tired, but yet still so awake, feeling sick, but stronger than ever
Trying ever second to plan for the next day, but unable to decide it seems
Whether to lead the sheep to the slaughter, or betray them all and leave in the night
For now I sit and wonder how we all came to this place and what the future could possibly offer now
With all the hope and goals lost, how could we ever manage to recover from such a blow
Looking down at the pool of blood below my feet, I realize the blood is really my tears
As much as I wish I could do something about what happened, instead I am lost in my own actions
Lost trying to decide which will hurt more, walking the path covered in thorns
Or abandoning all those on the other side waiting for me to cross
With so much lost, and little chance of gaining it back
Broken and shattered in so many ways
How can we look forward to tomorrow without taking into account today?
For me, for my Eye, and for all who I love and treasure
I will walk as far as it takes to do the right thing
Forgive me for letting you down....
Like a gunshot at point blank range, everything disappeared
The hope for a perfect tommorrow diminished faster than the blood from my wound
Unable to cry or even comprehend what will happen in the coming time
I have no earthly idea how I will ever cross the deep dark river now
Can I really back away from my promise, my love, my devotion?
Or grit my teeth, and walk in so much pain, and leave my Eye behind?
When it was truly my Eye that deserved to crossed over the water
But instead she was left behind, for no explainable reason, I saw her fall
All the hard work put forth, somehow put back and forgotten by all except me
Could my eyes be blinded by something else, a past experience maybe?
Or was I the only one that could look past and see what is to come now?
Even so, how will I prevent such a thing from happening, how could I possibly bite me tongue
Swallow my very words wanting to escape my mouth, or speak my mind and fall from grace?
Turn away from all that I have taught and become the lone wolf looking for justice among theives
Already there is a chance that I have lost my one true friend, who would never leave my side
How could I ever help the situation without hurting myself from the inside out
My perfect picture drawn amongst the clouds in the sky suddenly fades
And is nothing more than shades of darkness and rain about to fall
And yet all I can feel, is the deepest sorrow for what happened, unable to event think
So tired, but yet still so awake, feeling sick, but stronger than ever
Trying ever second to plan for the next day, but unable to decide it seems
Whether to lead the sheep to the slaughter, or betray them all and leave in the night
For now I sit and wonder how we all came to this place and what the future could possibly offer now
With all the hope and goals lost, how could we ever manage to recover from such a blow
Looking down at the pool of blood below my feet, I realize the blood is really my tears
As much as I wish I could do something about what happened, instead I am lost in my own actions
Lost trying to decide which will hurt more, walking the path covered in thorns
Or abandoning all those on the other side waiting for me to cross
With so much lost, and little chance of gaining it back
Broken and shattered in so many ways
How can we look forward to tomorrow without taking into account today?
For me, for my Eye, and for all who I love and treasure
I will walk as far as it takes to do the right thing
Forgive me for letting you down....