|Two| Twenty-ninth Symphony

Mar 06, 2009 02:41

...Two months, now. A little over that.

Wow.


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I can't believe it. Two months here, now. Two months of waking up in darkness, two months of doing menial work and playing songs at Oomurasaki Tavern. Two months of Purgatory, of battling to survive against all odds.

Two months of new faces, new friends.

Two months of...my new life.

Two months of the slight plucking of emotions.

I'm scared. I don't want to leave here, now. It's so great here, even though I chose to live here in the lower-level. I made so many friends, it's like my life started all over again. Everyday, I wake up with a smile and the knowledge that, while my heartbeat is still missing, it feels closer everyday.

I like it here so much. I'm thankful that I got the chance to be here, all things considered. But, what if I have to go back? What if I really did die?

...I don't...want to die. I...I found peace. I found friends, a family of sorts. I want to stay here, with them all. I want to watch everyone grow and change and live just like I am, now.

I sure have changed. I just...don't know where it's all headed.

Maybe I'll figure it out someday. For now, I feel both really, really happy and like I could just burst into tears at any moment. This place...sure is strange.
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Hey, guys? You don't have your powers, but I do. I've been here for a while, so if you need some help getting food or settling in, let me know. I can also help you guys get to work or just walk around safely.

You're not alone anymore, guys. This place...isn't like home.
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two months already, i can has a heart?, feels at home., sadface, introspection ahoy

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