Aug 09, 2005 17:45
I had the interview today. I hope it went well. It is my dream job. I would honestly love it. and it is amazingly fitting for me. but i am so stressed. if i dont get it i know what my life is gonna end up.
i will get into the new taco bell. have zoe. and then stay at taco bell the rest of my life, while dave goes from job to job, and i raise a family on a managers salary at taco bell. just like josh said i would.
maybe i shouldnt have gotten married. i fucked up a lot of shit doing it. no matter how much i love dave and kayleigh and zoe. maybe i made a mistake. what have i done.
well im off to the g-rents to try and feel better.
byes.