Feb 03, 2003 00:21
LOL, finished half of my nasty homework, and now my eyes aren't functioning right. I'm seeing spots or something, you know, those little invisible nat looking things that seem like they're glowing and flying around, but you know they're not there? It's weird.... Something big jumped on my roof earlier, but I'm still not sure what it is...It was scary. My nose keeps bleeding too. I think there is something seriously wrong with me this time. I need to go to the doctors or somthing...my sleep deprivation is not helping either. I feel somewhat ill though, perhaps it's time to smoke some weed, but no....I forgot...I quit all that...but...no...tempting....SHUT UP JENN!....but...I need...no, I'm full of it, I need nothing but some sleep. I'm soo not tired, and I want to make music, but my family is all fast asleep, and I can't till morning...and I spent the night at megan's last night, and I have no more friends, and the friends that I do have are all probably sleeping or preoccupied with somthing, and here I am, not able to read or sleep or draw...Well, I guess I could draw, but that would come out all fucked up...hmmmmm.....Hell yeah! That's it, I'm gonna listen to my cd's while stareing at my dead tree out in the front yard, there we go....it's a nice night...no thinking involved.:) For those of u who actually read this....I laugh. I laugh like I've never laughed before!LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My goodness....:P