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wow, amidst all of the last-minute shopping, last-minute CPT finishing and all of the other petty, trivial and fairly pathetic things we're enduring this year, i completely forgot about Masi's birthday. I wasn't sure what day it was, but i knew it was coming up, tracey was telling me. so here it goes...
Happy Birthday Julian.
It's amazing how one moment i stop to reflect on you it reminds me of how trivial this all really is.
so i thank you from the bottom of my heart for reminding me not to sweat the small stuff and embrace what you've been given.
Keep watching over us, we need your constant guidance.
it's sad that i need something this major to stop me dead in my tracks for 10 seconds to snap back to reality. i am so ashamed at how ignorant i am to everything, caught in my own little world. today i found out my grandmother had yet another heart attack and will be spending Christmas in a hospital. (im sorry to lay this on anyone still reading, i just need to get it out). this is her 4th or 5th heart attack and i just dont how much more she can take. so nonna, you are in my prayers tonight, along with Masi.
damn, here come the tears- hey! it's the first sign of emotion i've shown all week so i guess it's a good thing.
my head is starting to hurt, i cant type anymore.
sweet dreams everyone.
Happy Birthday Julian.
It's amazing how one moment i stop to reflect on you it reminds me of how trivial this all really is.
so i thank you from the bottom of my heart for reminding me not to sweat the small stuff and embrace what you've been given.
Keep watching over us, we need your constant guidance.
it's sad that i need something this major to stop me dead in my tracks for 10 seconds to snap back to reality. i am so ashamed at how ignorant i am to everything, caught in my own little world. today i found out my grandmother had yet another heart attack and will be spending Christmas in a hospital. (im sorry to lay this on anyone still reading, i just need to get it out). this is her 4th or 5th heart attack and i just dont how much more she can take. so nonna, you are in my prayers tonight, along with Masi.
damn, here come the tears- hey! it's the first sign of emotion i've shown all week so i guess it's a good thing.
my head is starting to hurt, i cant type anymore.
sweet dreams everyone.