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[katarzhenya]

Hello, new member here. I've basically spent my whole life being told I had and being medicated for AD/HD. I have firmly believed it's what I had...and then recently I go to a doctor only to hear my mother say I did not have it but my doc at the time said "there was definately something there". Current doctor says I'm bipolar. I have spent alot of my life with hyperactive/inattentive symptoms, more AD/HD. I am a recovering bulimic and former cutter, which has been with me for about five years. I'm doing really well in my recovery. Bipolar...manic...both words were used to describe me yesterday at the doctor. I don't know though we're experimenting with meds right now. I've had extreme lows, spent most of the month of Feburary in a deep depression and lately I have been bouncing off the walls. I feel loud, hyper, unable to sit still, and I can't stop thinking... Hopefully this community is right for me. Thanks for reading,