you're still alive in the tiny hope something might someday get better? or suicide is definitely too painful a solution. theres no good way to go, i've looked. anyway, those are the 2 reasons i'm still here. cutting helps but then with the scars...people know. you're not totally alone, at least there are some of us who know how it feels. hugs
I'm just so tired of feeling so sad all the time. Of having to drag myself out of bed every single day knowing nothing is better. I keep telling myself that I'll be better off dead but never really having the courage to do so. I feel like I've been suffering in silence for far too long. That I've been hiding behind my stupid facade pretending not to be the failure and the mistake that I really am. I'm sick of pretending to be ok, of making people around me happy, of cutting and then feeling like a total failure afterwards, of being treated like shit, of having too many secrets. The list would go on. I know I could whine forever but it's not like that would make things better.
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you're not totally alone, at least there are some of us who know how it feels. hugs
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