Nothing good for a guilt trip like my brother.
He's amazing and gets way more done than I do.
So not motivated to work on this paper. I think I'm just gonna get some sleep.
For reasons I can't articulate, this song ["Pan American Highway" by Frank Black... possibly with the Catholics] makes me so sad. It reminds me of traveling - appropriately. But in very strange ways. It reminds me of driving home from the beach - with Ted. On weekends. When he was in high school. Which means that Frank Black meant jack shit to us at the time. It just sounds like sitting the passanger seat of the first Explorer with the windows rolled down singing at the top of our lungs. And somewhere it turns into taking the train home last October and making plans with Brendan to go to Philly. Which also makes sense 'cause it's on a CD he burnt... for Ted... that Ted gave to me 'cause he had it ripped... how fucking cyclical. And now it's just driving around here, talking to Joe, wishing I was with Jeff... *sigh*
I feel very homesick. And I am home. I have no idea how to explain it.
So, let's see what I got done.
-Ann's Paper.
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Malcolm's Paper.
-Rewrite Screenplay.
-Drive to KOP and get makeup and something nice.
-Visit Lef, Green, & KS at UA.
-Stone Harbor, visit Nitza & Renos and Lisa. no time.
-Coffee & a movie w/ Joe. Movie didn't get done for strange reasons.
-Coffee w/ Taylor & Jeff. Taylor was home last weekend.
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Duellists with my dad.
-Bad movie of my choice with my mom.
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Wild Strawberries. (Probably with Joe)
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Chungking Express.
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The Village with my mom to study doorways and light/dark... I will not rest until I get this movie.
-Take a train to DC to visit my friends:
Robert,
Jasper,
Jim,
Roy,
Leonardo,
Jan,
Edgar... Dad was in DC yesterday, didn't go.
-Visit
him at my mom's museum. And
him. And
this guy.
So... yeah.
"Sister Isabel" however, has no memories but makes me laugh because I feel like someone from Sallies should have written it and done it at a K-Town show.