The same again
Even if I tell my dreams to people afterwards, I often don't remember them.
I have read through the last dream I posted again and am glad I did so, now I remember everything clearly. Since last year I have had the sdame kind of dreams over and over again. They always include some kind of house, either a castle or a house I know in real life, many different people, a very difficult task and me murdering someone successfully or trying to do so and failing.
For example, a few months ago i dreamt of being at my school when a sudden emergency situation set in. Everyone in that school was in danger for his life, and once again I slipped into being a fighter without wanting to be. The school transformed into my late Grandma's flat...to cut it short, I fought against Harry Potter's Bellatrix.
It might sound funny. It was definitely not. She was even more insane than the books describe her, she was a real monster. She used flames and animals and magic daggers to kill us, and I'm not sure why she didn't hit me. I doubt I have ever experienced more fear in a dream.
In the end, I jumped onto her and grabbed her neck. I had no other weappon than my mere hands and I wrapped them around her neck and tried to press life out of her. She gagged and struggled, but my fear and hate gave me power. When I let go of her body, I ran away in fear. Later I discovered I had not killed her, she had used a spell. When I came down the stairs I had run up to escape, I saw Sirius Black finishing her.
That was supposed to be short...
I will probably talk about my new motto dream next time. I call it motto dream because I dream the same shit again and again with only a few changes, like it was my new motto.
It includes flood, swimming, frog, walls, dinosaurs, fantasy camels, knights, king to be assasinated by sundown, swords, fights.
The basic thought behind these dream movies is always that I'm just a innocent normal person who had bad luck and stumbled into the adventure, that I get the horrible task of having to kill someone and that as soon as I'm attacked I let go of everything and do all kinds of brutal things in order to save my life. After a short relieve I realize that I will now be hunted by the law. At that point, I most often wake up.
I really don't understand why my dreams are so cruel. When I was many years younger, I drew a series of people being murdered, and back then I already feared not to be normal..
Let's see..
I have read through the last dream I posted again and am glad I did so, now I remember everything clearly. Since last year I have had the sdame kind of dreams over and over again. They always include some kind of house, either a castle or a house I know in real life, many different people, a very difficult task and me murdering someone successfully or trying to do so and failing.
For example, a few months ago i dreamt of being at my school when a sudden emergency situation set in. Everyone in that school was in danger for his life, and once again I slipped into being a fighter without wanting to be. The school transformed into my late Grandma's flat...to cut it short, I fought against Harry Potter's Bellatrix.
It might sound funny. It was definitely not. She was even more insane than the books describe her, she was a real monster. She used flames and animals and magic daggers to kill us, and I'm not sure why she didn't hit me. I doubt I have ever experienced more fear in a dream.
In the end, I jumped onto her and grabbed her neck. I had no other weappon than my mere hands and I wrapped them around her neck and tried to press life out of her. She gagged and struggled, but my fear and hate gave me power. When I let go of her body, I ran away in fear. Later I discovered I had not killed her, she had used a spell. When I came down the stairs I had run up to escape, I saw Sirius Black finishing her.
That was supposed to be short...
I will probably talk about my new motto dream next time. I call it motto dream because I dream the same shit again and again with only a few changes, like it was my new motto.
It includes flood, swimming, frog, walls, dinosaurs, fantasy camels, knights, king to be assasinated by sundown, swords, fights.
The basic thought behind these dream movies is always that I'm just a innocent normal person who had bad luck and stumbled into the adventure, that I get the horrible task of having to kill someone and that as soon as I'm attacked I let go of everything and do all kinds of brutal things in order to save my life. After a short relieve I realize that I will now be hunted by the law. At that point, I most often wake up.
I really don't understand why my dreams are so cruel. When I was many years younger, I drew a series of people being murdered, and back then I already feared not to be normal..
Let's see..